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NOTHING has been happening! I mean nothing! My life is boring..LOL!
Well I took my Math gateway this week! Did pretty good! I think the only ones i got wrong were a few I guessed on! I have been really tired lately! I get home and go straight to bed! I dont know, maybe its cause im bout to start my period! LoL! I am always tired when I am on it!
Well the end of the year is RIGHT around the corner! I am gonna cry! Stacy and Holler are leaving! Next year is gonna be crap cause im not gonna have Stacy there every morning!:( I will still have my Ricey Poo though!
Gonna start running after school, or working out atleast! I need to get into shape for marching season! Hell I just need to get into shape! Im starting to gain weight! Yeah it SUCKS! Thats all I need is to gain more weight!
I watched Big Fish last night! Its such a cute movie! I wouldnt call it an awesome movie but I think its cute!
I think I am gonna re-do my journal! It just isnt cute to me anymore...After awhile things get old! So I need something FRESH and NEW! I dont know but I do know who I will be calling to help me out with that...LOLO...BRITTNEY RICE!:) well thats all for now..more when I make a cuter journal!:)
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[28 Apr 2004|08:24pm] |
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Today was just an all around boring and kinda bad day! I feel like me and my sister have had like no time to hang out, I mean I think that I have hung out with her boyfriend more than her! Thats pathetic! But she has been sick or she doesnt wanna do anything! Well damn she is supposed to be hanging out with me that is the fuckin reason she came here! Is to "spend more time with me"..Well she barely fuckin does that! So I dont care anymore she is leaving Friday! I am supposed to go to Colorado this summer but I dont know if I want to!
I went to the mall today! I got 8 shirts and 2 pairs of pants! I am usually happy after I go shopping! But today shopping just didnt do it for me!
I had to take the End Of Course Science Exam thing! That crap was GAY! It has 60 questions on it! I was in there for two whole classes and I think I finished about 45 minutes after she gave it to us! So, I had to sit in there for fuckin forever!
thats all for now
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okay...so i havent written in this thang in a LOOONG time! Nothing really has been happening! My sister is here from Colorado! It is awesome having my sister here! She has her boyfriend here too! I like him, he is really nice and funny as hell!
Well I coulda slept in, but i thought that my end of course test was today but it wasnt! Soo i called my mom and she came and got me early! I talked to Mike today too!:)
I am supposed to go shopping today! I hope i get to! I really wanna get my hair done today but i dont think im gonna get to! I am going to put highlights in it! Im scared though! I mean what if it looks bad!:\ None of my family want me to do it.."you have such pretty hair Jess!" Oh well..its my hair!LOL!
I hate it when you like a guy and you know you can never date him! Mainly because he doesnt like you, he likes someone else! It really really sucks! I talked to the guy i like today and it is weird talking to him! I just wanna be like...uhh i like you why dont you like me!LoLo!
Sarahs birthday is this week! I dont know what to get her! There are soo many things i could get her and that i wanna get her but its hard to shop for other people! I was it to be a present that she will always remember! Well i have till Friday to figure that out! All i know is i hope she likes it!
well thats all for now!
O z z y
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I AM 29% EMO!  Hmm.. I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional.... enough said... Now that I stopped looking at my shoes, I know how the real world looks. |
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[07 Apr 2004|08:18am] |
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hayy...I have been up since about 6:45! I am soo nervous! That might sound funny because im going to go see all my friends in Alabama but i havent seen them in forever! I know things have changed down there! I cant wait i getta hang out with Anna like old times and I get to see my little ones Katie and Haley! Im excited but nervous about how everything is gonna go! If we get there early enough i am gonna go to JoeJoe's church! Hopefully suprise a few guys! I dont wanna leave my friends in Clarkville though! I wanted to spend my spring break here but I got the chance to go to Al and i took it! I love my friends here! They know how to make me smile when i am sad! They are great and i hope they all know it! Stacy is supposed to stop by soo i can give her the gift i got her! I hope she likes it! I mean it isnt anything special! I am going to try and stop by Brittney, Crystal and Vanessa's house before i leave for Al. but i dont know how thats gonna go! Im sure they will understand if i dont get to go! well thats all for now! I LOVE YOU GUYS! i will miss you while im gone!
o z z y !
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[24 Mar 2004|09:07pm] |
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H a y y . . .
Today was such a good day! For some reason everyone was happy! I got in the car and Stacy was in just a good mood, i think it was because it was a nice warm day! The sun was just a sunnin away! Well that bomb threat was whack! But hay it got us outta 4th for a lil while! Well i went home and omgosh the worst thing happened to me and my dad today...well see my mom and him switched credit cards the other day...and we went to wal*mart and like they said his credit card wouldnt work so we had to leave all that stuff there! I felt bad because my dad was all upset...not like he was crying or anything but he felt bad that he couldnt get all that stuff for me! So of course i felt bad! Then after that i went to Trisha's house and we hung out for a while and i got to see her puppies! they are so cute! So then her friend Justin came and got us for church...And everyone at church was so happy that i came! It was great! I really like that church and i think im gonna start going a lot more! well anyways...I came home and there was a nice big steak waiting on me in the microwave! OH YEAH! well..thats about it!
I love you
O z z y
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[23 Mar 2004|09:33pm] |
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Im sorry i havent written in here in a while..but a lot of shit has been happening! I have had so much going on and my head is just clogged with things! Well tonight...i talked to my best friend about something that has been bothering me a lil! And im glad i did! Im stupid for not saying something sooner! Everything is better though! I LOVE YOU RICE!
Well all the shit with my parents is still going on! They wanna move and all this bullshit but of course i dont! I just wanna scream at them but i know thats not going to solve anything! I dont know what i going to happen! My moms birthday is coming up and i dont know what to get her and if i should get her anything! And sometime this week i am getting a new cell phone..Atleast that is what my mom says! We'll see how that works out... well thats all for now!
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[10 Mar 2004|08:16pm] |
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Lookin back now well it makes me laugh
We were growin our hair, we were cuttin class
Knew it all already there was nothin to learn
We were strikin matches just to watch em burn
Listen to our music just a lil too loud
We were hangin in there with the outkast crowd
Headin to the rapids with some discount beer
It was a long train trestle but we had no fear
Man i dont know where the time goes
But it sure goes fast just like that
We were wanna be rebels who didn't have a clue
In our rock and roll tshirts and our typically bad attitudes
Had no excuses for the things that we'd done
We were brave we were crazy we were mostly
young.....ooh ooh ooh ooh......young
Talked a good game when we were out with the guys
but in the back seat we were awkward and shy
Girls were a mystery that we couldn't explain
And i guess there are somethings that are never gonna change
Man i dont know where the time goes
But it sure goes fast just like that
We were wanna be rebels who didn't have a clue
In our rock and roll tshirts and our typically bad attitudes
Had no excuses for the things that we'd done
We were brave we were crazy we were mostly
young.....ooh ooh ooh ooh......young
Young..Ya we were wishin we were oooolldddeerrr..
Young...hey i wish it wasn't oooovvvveeeerrrr
Man i dont know where the time goes
But it sure goes fast just like that
We were wanna be rebels who didn't have a clue
In our rock and roll tshirts and our typically bad attitudes
Had no excuses for the things that we'd done
We were brave we were crazy we were mostly
young.....ooh ooh ooh ooh......young
YOUNG|KENNY CHESNEY
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[10 Mar 2004|06:32pm] |
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just when a lot of things were going good my parents of course have to ruin it! They told me i was gonna get to go to alabama but now they are saying they dont want to! It pisses me off! They dont realize that i miss my friends a LOT...and for me to not see them all the time it bugs me! Im sorry to all of my friends that thought i was gonna get to see them..I love you guys and i wish i could be with yall! I just hate everything right now!
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[03 Mar 2004|10:07pm] |
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hayy..
well a LOT of shit has been going on! I wont go into all of it..I feel like my head is going to blow up! There is soo much shit in my head that i cant think straight! I am really starting to miss Alabama too...I miss all my friends...Anna, Jabi, Sean, and JoeJoe..i just miss everyone! Its killing me and i hope i get to go back really soon!
Today...well nothing really exciting happened...It was just a normal day at school! i got to see all muh girls...brittney sarah cassie vanessa crystal and many many more...Second period was kinda weird...Heather got upset about something... Then 5th period came along and Joey just of course made me laugh! He is soo goofy..i dont think i could get through 5th without him trish and chesley...they are just awesome! then 6th period...Jessi helps me out so much and she is so nice! I am glad that me and her met this year! Well i got home and called Tim..but we wont go into detail on that one! then i called vanessa and me and her talked about friday! I cant wait for friday! Yes yes yes...KYLE! oh yeah..LOL! I sure cant wait to take some pictures of Drummers...(brittney,LOLO) Then me and Brittney talked for a while..she helped me out a LOT tonight!
other than that i dont really know what to say... Except ORLANDO BLOOM IS FUCKIN HOT..yes sir he sure is...haha
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[03 Mar 2004|08:51pm] |
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hayy...
omgosh i havent written in this thing for a WHILE...thank you ricey poo for making this journal look awesome! I LOVE IT!
well right now..i am gonna go and talk to some peeps...i will write a LOT more later
LOVE YA BABES!
O z z y
thanks rice..i love ya girl!
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[16 Feb 2004|03:18pm] |
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hay babes!
Well a LOT has happened since i have wrote in here so bare with me!
Friday...Well I woke up and Stacy wasnt going to school so i wanted my brother to take me! BUT NOOO my parents just HAD to take me! The rest of the day went by SLOW..it was just another boring day at school! Then at around 5 i decided i wanted to take Brittney the blanket i was gonna let her barrow..So me and my brother went to Moxie practice! Well Kesha thought my brother was hot..LOL! well after that i went home and stayed up till about 1 or so...
Saturday...I woke up at about 6:30, and got ready! Then i went to the school and i had to practice..Well moxie was already there cleaning and stuff! The drumline helped us put our floor in the caf...Well i noticed this guy that i hadnt seen before! and yes i must ad that he was mighty fine! well i practice for a while and that went alright! After that i had to get ready to work..Well i found Holler and we went and worked at concessions. Then i had to get ready for our show! Well i was walking in to the bathroom and noticed that guy again! Of course..You know me..i was watching him the whole time..I know shame on me! Well i got ready and it was our time to perform..Well we did a lot better..except stupid me pushed too much and i tossed a 4 in a half..on my solo too! I know..well we got all that done! Sooo i had to work in equipment warm up! Soo i got to watch all the guard practice before they had to perform! Well i was in there with Mikki! We talked about Thomas..and she is just really nice to me! Stacy called my phone and i met up with her in the parking lot! Well then I had to get everything ready for awards..so i got to watch Moxie..Thru the doors...then i had to get ready for retreat...Well i watched the drumline..once again seeing that guy...yeah early that day i found out he is 19..YEAH SUCKS FOR ME! too old...damnit..but hey thats only in my parents eye...(and prolly his too) well of course i watched him mostly! well my mom pissed me off that night..she wouldnt let me do anything at all which really upset me for one and then i was really upset because it was valentines day and i wanted to see someone and i didnt get to! and a lot of other things but we dont wanna go into that..So i went home and didnt get to be till about 4...
Sunday...woke up at 6:30 got ready and went to the school! well thomas wasnt going to perform because he got hurt and so me and the girls decided we were gonna practice for a lil while! So we did then..i went to find everyone because moxie had woken up..So I watched the drumline for a lil while..we got ready and we performed...i think we did better saturday but thats just me! Well then i watched the drumline practice more..and the guard practice too! Well i watched the drumline perform...yes yes yes i did watch "the hot one" LOL.. and then awards came...Well THEN it came time to clean! yeah it was prolly the worst thing of the weekend but of course we made it fun..Like always! Well then i went home!
Today... Nothing really happened today! Just went to school and hay its always boring there! Well now i must go...
m o r e l a t e r
i L O V E y o u ! !
Happy Birthday Crystal and Sam
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[09 Feb 2004|11:24pm] |
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hayy..
Yesterday was soooooo tiring! My brother came home from Iraq! Well my mom was driving my nuts..She wouldnt stop rushing around and freaking out on me! yeah i know..pretty gay! But we were supposed to meet Dustin's mom at 10:15...well she is in the Hop*town walmart at 10:20! Well it turns out that Dustin's plane landed earlier than what it was supposed to! So we didnt end up seeing him for a while because we didnt know where to go and oh it was just horrible! Well..my neice was here and she is just tooo cute! I had to spoil her..i got her a shirt for $22...but it was soo cute..she wanted the poor bear one! and everytime she said it i wanted to get it for her more! You better believe i will be her favorite aunt! LOL.. well..we went to the Px to buy Dustin some shoes! then we went to Hooters! my brother got drunk and was hitting on one of the hooters girls! omgosh...she ended up getting a 47 dollar tip from our table because my brother gave her 27 and my mom gave her 20! yeah...
Then today..i was soo tired! But i still had to go to school! My first period teacher is such a bitch! Then in 3rd period it started to snow! Omgosh i wanted it to keep snowing sooo bad! but it just wasnt happening! then for the rest of the day i was just...bored,tired, and ready to go home! So i rode home with sarah! She is awesome..I love riding home with her! then i came home and fell asleep! yeah..i was tired! well i woke up to Anna calling my cell phone but i didnt answer it i was still tired..and then i knew she was going to do it..she called the house..so then i told her i would call her back! So i called her back, and we talked for a while which was good. I miss being able to hang out with her all the time! Hopefully soon i am gonna go back and visit everybody! Then i called Mike and we talked for a while! :)
Soo now i am waiting..We have to go get my dad here in a few hours! I am excited that he is coming home! But im not too excited about us having to go get him that early in the morning! CRAZY! but oh well!...
m o r e l a t e r . . .
i L O V E y o u ! !
* o z z y :)
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[07 Feb 2004|02:41pm] |
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Well last night I went out with Stacy! We just chilled all night! We went to taco bell and it was horrible! They put more lettuce on it than anything! there was barely meat and everything! Soo we filled out a complaint card saying we werent a rabit..It was funny! And then this guy walked in and OMGOSH he has a FRO! And these two people were making out..they didnt even eat they just walked in and stayed for a few minutes and then left! HOW GAY! Then we left and went to Chris's house and just chilled out for a lil while! it was fun..i got home about 11:30 and i was tired so i just went to bed!
Well my brother is coming home at 4 in the morning tomorrow! I cant wait..but his mom and his brother and sister are coming and they are bringing Alex(my neice)! I cant wait i havent seen Alex since she was 2.. So i am happy about that! My brother is prolly going to ignore me for his other family though! He did before he left! oh well! I guess since he has been around them more than me its easier to get along! or me and him are too much alike and he cant handle that..lol! My dad comes home Tuesday..So you know what that means! NO SCHOOL for me!:) Im happy that my dad is coming home but i am realizing...a LOT of things are going to change! I dont really want that! Me and him are going "truck" shopping! So im happy about that! and maybe soon after he gets here he will take me back to Alabama for a lil while! I miss everyone there too!
I am trying to talk my mom into taking me to the mall before i have to go to the school! I really wanna go shopping..I havent been in a while! and you know me..I love to shop! LOL
m o r e l a t e r . . .
i L O V E y o u ! ! !
- o z z y :)
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[05 Feb 2004|07:25pm] |
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well its been a while since i have wrote in here! Nothing really has been happening...We had a snow day today and it rained all freakin day! I woke up at about 10 and layed in my bed for about 30 minutes! When i finally woke up this guy that is a friend of the family was here! I guess he stayed the night last night! Because he doesnt have a place to live..well he didnt last night now he does..but he was on my freakin phone! And my computer too! Okay.. i hate it when i wake up and someone i already DONT like is using my shit! It dont work like that! Get your own damn stuff and use it! Well this guy creeps me out! He is a very touchy person and he wont ever leave me alone..I swear one day he is going to try something on me or something! Its bound to happen! No joke! And im gonna beat the shit outta him if it does! He is like 40! And like the other day..I was talking about this one girl that is 16 and dated a 30 year old and had his kid! Well he was "joking" and he said..What you would never date me!? I was like umm NO! that is just sick! well anyways..he found a place (THANK GOD)! So he wont be staying with us ever again! and if he does im outta here..I will go stay with someone else!
Well My brother is coming home on sunday! I cant wait! and then my dad is coming home i think the tuesday after that! Soo its just gonna be an exciting week for me! cause not only that..I have a competition the weekend after! YAY! im scared! There are gonna be a lot of people there that we know! Cause i mean its at our school!
Well i havent been able to think straight for a few days! Im soo confused! I want something and i dont think im going to get it! Which bothers me! I would be soo much happier if i had someone in my life! Everyone has already seen what this is doing to me! I am soo much happier when i am around..you know who! it just doesnt make sence! I dont think that anything is going to happen between us and it bothers me more than anything in the world! I dont know...I think i need to go away for one weekend..and just be by myself! No phone no nothing..Okay maybe a phone! I just wanna get away from the drama and everything else that comes with it!
M o r e l a t e r . . .
i L O V E y o u
- o z z y :)
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hayy..
well nothing has been happening! It snowed a lil this morning..School started a hour late because of it..Its really stupid they shoulda just let us stay home! Every county around us was closed! but whatever! Well tomorrow is our first competition! I am soo nervous! I hope we do good! i think i am going to spend the night with Holler...We might go play pool tonight! hell i dont know..:)
well i dont really know what else to say...
more l a t e r
i L O V E y o u . .
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it seems like when everything is going great...when i am actually happy, something has to mess it all up! I dont get it! Why cant i just be happy again..:(
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[28 Jan 2004|06:50am] |
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Well yesterday it snowed like almost all freakin day! See its funny though..We only got out an hour early! Yeah...pretty gay i know! Well nothing really happened yesterday it just went by kinda slow! My 1st period teacher is such a bitch! Omgosh i cant stand her! I think she has it in for me..cause she only bitches at the class when i dont have my homework and she is looking at me the whole damn time! I dont know why she wouldnt like me! I havent been mean to her before! well more later my rides here~
i L O V E y o u
~ O z z y :)
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